If I could...

If I could...

By JakProjects.deviantART.com




If I could...

If I could tell you how much I hate you
Would you care?

If I could tell you how much I cried,
When you weren't there.
Would you say your sorry?

If I could tell you when you came home late at night,
And I stood up waiting for you.
Would you tell me were you were?

If I could tell you, I waited up to morning, until you
Came home.
Would you come up to me with a Hug?

If I could tell you, that I began cutting because you
Weren't there.
Would you stop me and say I'm here.

If I could tell you, Do you love me?
Would you say “I Love you too”?

If I could tell you, the reason why we fought was
Because I care.
Would you say “Let's stop fighting, because I know you care”.

If I could just tell you how I feel about you
Would hate me forever?

If I could tell you
That I attempted Suicide more than once.
Would you drop everything and come to my rescue?

If I could tell you
It hurts when you leave me alone in a locked room.
Would you unlock the door and set me free.

If I could tell you
That I had a bad dream.
Would you sit next to me and say “Do you wanna talk about it”?

If I could tell you
I cry, when you leave me for other people.
Would you stop to be with me?

If I could you
Someone touched me...
Would you finally worry and understand why I am this way?

If I could only tell you the way I feel...